window therapy
February 26, 2009
window therapy when im drunk, twentyseven, fifteen and village window therapy when i’m end and beginning window therapy when i’m a dreaming child window therapy when will she be a widow window therapy when she will be alone when she will create as she did in her 10th month window therapy when i’m a singer window therapy beyond my wedding window therapy when i think of franconia, dartmoor, cherokee and algonquin window therapy when i’m core.
swim and ride
February 22, 2009
im riding, riding, riding
the cat’s hair in my mouth
bend over, secretary
my lips are dry because he likes it dry
im riding, riding, riding
still waiting to sell good
only hypocrits deny
the material and the product
build a lifestyle now
i am commerce and use it
i am wired and prove it
i am photo and ponder
and swim on the surface, in the stream
im wondering, wondering
are all my roommates confused
or is it only me
trying to hide for a jerk,a cry, a smile, a dive
build a lifestyle now
i am getting some for free
i am wired and prove it
i am photo and ponder
and swim on the surface, in the stream
im 1001, im 1-on-1, im 1.0.1
the only stable thing is the constant tune
you whistler,
search the documents, you chronicler
and swim on the surface, in the stream, ride the tune
so far in
February 22, 2009
you return to the neutrality that you felt as a child
back then you relaxed and looked out of the window
you counted the frogs on the flowery meadow
everyday, no matter what, at least you weren’t in their way
i am looking for the better sibling who hates facesitting
the cocoa powder covers the moist wall you’re trying to lick
i lost the middle within 30 days, especially the nights
with you and your will power
be resisted be on your way
no way out, no way in
medium bow and arrow
and wet boxer shorts (on my back, on my knees
Stuck inside, so far in i like to play this role)
you enter the door to the real mass beneath the falls
it may turn you into a perceptive troublemaker for the sake of indifference
it may make you stand up and shake a hand or two
even more than now,
when i’m breathing in the woods
for the first time you cry out aloud, on the row boat
respectful to your shivering nudity, you need to be there all the time
for the moment, you need to be alive lying relaxed and drink treehuggers
you always longed for under
the endless sky on the running hound
alive, you tell your best friend
which songs to play
at your funeral (we’re in the wrong band, but you
that finally made you i’ll always find flying above)
Burst into tears
under green pressure
Burst into tears
under green pressure
Burst into tears
a second before your hot head starts burning
under green pressure
it’s only for you
hopster
February 6, 2009
i resign to see all the patches
to sew all the patches
i quit to dance all dances
to romance all dances
i fume to extend the wait
to pretend to cry
i owe you my time
i owe you my time
the girl needs capacity to act
that’s why he’s a girl
the drug wants to be xxx’d
xy,xy, xx, xx, zzzleep
the ballerina has her toes
the headbanger has my hair
i owe you my time
i owe you my time
i resign, i resign
i sit and wait happily
i quit for good
i swallow your juice
the only thing i beg you for is
please let me stare
i owe you my time
i owe you my time
i owe you my time
i owe you my time
under oaks
February 3, 2009
my friends are enemies
that’s borderline pathetic
let me talk, i am back at the river, let me talk
but i miss the land of cynicism
mindfuck is the lover’s cure
it’s just another monday
i will always be hiding here
under the oak in the park with booze
unifying speaker
you’re not aware of your power
you should look down and left
this prussian microcosmos
this nation has no notion
we love, but we don’t care or caress
i will always be hiding here
under the oak in the park with booze
fresh
January 17, 2009
i bring my new virtue home, i’m on the run
these minimal movements, this sonic continence
i fucked the brains out, viral typing and stroking fingers
i played insecure until i got injected
until i got rejected
until the new man got elected
now it’s up to my ass
hard wire, my fingers bleed, i’m on the run,
from the metal and the cold and the game
nothing’s worth more than the cause and the crisis
i played bonjour and bonne nuit
i need foot control
i need food control, no ivory tower
now it’s up to the croissant intolerance
i leave the unknown kings, i’m on the run
and try to live with the personal queen
my toes have a temporary numb home
dilletant, ready, steady wilderness, go
i need stories
i need stories and worries
now it’s up to the social
i’m on the run
soy
i’m on the run
soy
i’m on the run
in christ in christ in christ in
January 7, 2009
i would always go dancing with you, black in black. let’s go
though i’ve always disliked predictable group behaviour, like you
don’t you, oh, don’t you? they will smile at us, we are, we are that kind of borrowed japanese punk couple with stars and
flashes and other body modifications inscribed all over that are so
yesterday futuresque retrospect stolen
yesterday, yesterday, yesterday
now, let’s face it, if i meet you on the street someday
at the harbour with those ratatata-ridiculous politically nipple-pierced male sluts
that denied you access to the structure, to the source socialist divine
with their recycable bottles tied around their macho waists screaming in the front row
i’ll pretend to be polite, as everyone, thanks to people, thanks to our north american circumstance context you cunt
circumstance, circumstance, circumstance
and i won’t forget
your privileged hockey stick boyfriend creating his piece of art-meat reversing all movement
in my ass and their ’68 tradition of androgyny, they’re fed by their fountain of peer only here, i need silence and peace from you
two, i don’t care if you party on windows 98 birthday-style in YOUR squat,
i need a 21 year-old postmodern mass cultured angelgrrrl who likes to make it squirt instead,
and sings pride, in the name of love and weed, in the name of love and weed, in the name of love and weed
you should know, in my mind, i want to bash you.
your teeth. i wouldn’t have to hear you
articulating your perfect unison, your critical complaints. one thing is clear, you waste my precious time, i will always
hate you, hate you, hate you, oh yeah
you’re divine, demanding, divine, demanding, divine, demanding
scorpio, you’re neo, scorpio, your neo, scorpio, you’re neo
is it me and me, is it me and me, is it me and me
get out of my house and welcome someone else, now
hunter-hunters pt.1
January 7, 2009
this is the pre taste
this is the icicle
this is pretentious
word is the hunter
hunter-hunters, unite
pisses on her parade
money is my queen
cute air, damaged hair
from now on
this is the pre taste
this is the icicle
this is pretentious
word is the hunter
hunter-hunters, unite
hope, there is still a hipster
wait to be eliminated, illuminated
we all go black
progress, but we’re still blind
this is the pre taste
this is the icicle
this is pretentious
word is the hunter
hunter-hunters, unite
dances with invisible strangers
my nineties wallpaper shirt
it doesn’t match my skirt
she is looking down on me
this is the pre taste
this is the icicle
this is pretentious
word is the hunter
hunter-hunters, unite
but we’re nice to each other
but we’re nice to each other
believe
January 7, 2009
the father loves the dramatic
the mother just hides and slides
trinity is snowed in
frozen forever, thank their god and their projections, believe him
me, the slayer
her name is jane
the meat is between my legs
it’s getting smaller, thank you, my crutch god, i believe in you
cut it off, cut it off
you amazon with hair on your thighs
i trust you, i want to bite you
rashes rushing down the spine, believe me
maybe, she just doesn’t want to
maybe, she just doesn’t want to have
thicker patchwork-skin, australian traveller
she’s out of grass, believe her
distract the viewers
she`s 17, but at least she’s not 40
is it
avril lavigne
or the goth mother, don’t believe her
is it
mine or is it yours
the bar, the river, location! location!
my new brother is their new son
at least, they believe him
goodbye new family
in the end
January 7, 2009
in the end they’re just people, too
trying to live
freefalling
no string attached
on their way down
in the end, they do it secretely
in the end, you do it secretely
caressing the stick and the hole
but no one knows, though everybody knows
we`re in this together
in the end, they say it doesn’t matter
but you cannot find an end
anywhere
twitching eyelids
too many tracks to tell
in the end
it all comes down to trade
it all comes down to material
finish the friendship or the politeness or this one state solution
in the end
we have to renew, review and improve
optimize the self – destruction,
write it down and sing it out aloud inside
it’s a beginning
when you start walking
arms wide open
it’s the constant tribal beat